Breathe when you breathe,
Walk where you walk.
talk when you talk,
cry when you cry,
die when you die,
let go when you let go..."

An Eye for an Eye makes the whole world blind."

Then said a rich man, Speak to us of Giving.
And he answered:


You give but little when you give of your
possessions.
It is when you give of yourself that you
truly give.

For what are your possessions but things
you keep and guard
for fear you may need them tomorrow?
And tomorrow, what shall tomorrow
bring to the overprudent dog
burying bones in the trackless sand as he follows the
pilgrims to the holy city?
And what is fear of need but need itself?
Is not dread of thirst when your well is full,
the thirst that is unquenchable?
There are those who give little
of the much which they have-
and they give it
for recognition and their hidden desire
makes their gifts unwholesome.
And there are those who have little and give it all.
These are the believers in life and the bounty of life,
and their coffer is never empty.
There are those who give with joy,
and their joy is their reward.
And there are those who give with pain,
and that pain is their baptism.
And there are those who give and know not
pain in giving, nor do they seek joy,
nor give with mindfulness of virtue:
They give as in yonder valley the myrtle
breathes its fragrance into space.
Through the hands of such as these God
speaks, and from behind their eyes
He smiles upon the earth.


It is well to give when asked, but it is
better to give unasked, through understanding:
And to the open-handed the search for
one who shall receive is joy greater than giving.
And is there aught your would withhold?
All you have shall some day be given:
Therefore give now, that the season of
giving may be yours and not your inheritors`.


You often say,"I would give, but only to the deserving."
The trees in your orchard say not so,
nor the flocks in your pasture.
They give that they may live,
for to with-hold is to perish.
Surely he who is worthy to receive his
days and nights, is worthy of all else from you.
And he who has deserved to drink from
the ocean of life deserves to fill his cup from your little stream.
And what desert greater shall there be,
than that, which lies in the courage and the
confidence, nay the charity, of receiving?
And who are you that men should rend
their bosom and unveil their pride,
that you may see their worth naked and their pride unabashed?
See first that you yourself deserve to be
a giver,and an instrument of giving.


For in truth it is life that gives unto life-
while you, who deem yourself a giver are but a witness.


And you receivers- and you are all
receivers- assume no weight of gratitude,
lest you lay a yoke upon
yourself and upon he who gives.
Rather rise together with the giver on his gifts as on wings:
For to be overmindful of your debt,is
to doubt his generosity who has the
free-hearted earth for mother,and God for father

haha..juz came back..finally bloggin after 10 dayS!!!haha...

i still dunno y i lyk him ok...so lame man..haha...i keep tellin myself no..but..haiz...haha...confused between 2 guys..tell me who to choose!!!

my frenz...backstabbing eachother..haiyo..2004 sucks...so many problems..haiz..haiz...haiz..sumone said to me that...alot of pple hate me..frm express class why!?!?!?!?!?!??!!?!?!?!?!?!?!? i dunno whats wrong with them..dun bother..=pPp unless i hear it with my own ears then i'll believe..or else...juz shut up..haha..evil!!! hahaha..wells...thats life,....

mid yr exzams coming!!!! shucks...study study study!!!!!!
good luck peeps!!!

[happy brithday SHERMAN]
[happy belated birthday LEONARD]
[happy birthday to everyone in APRIL]
[confusedd soul--------+]

haha..juz came back home..my burfdae..its way too cool...too cool to even imagine man..haha...all those memories...will always we drowned into me..

the first dae i stepped into paramount hotel...was already great! haha...i sound lyk im writing a compo..whahahaz...`hmm...yah..then lavina..leonard..tessa..jay and i were in the hotel..we were takin pictures and all cuz due to some probs..we cant go to escape..hahaz..yuupz..we were lyk makin so much noise man..ahah...then justin came..haha...lavina and i were lyk wanting to c his handphone only then he get sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo freaked out..dunno whats with him...its not lyk we wanted to c his messsages or whatever..juz wanted to explore the phone..he was so frantic lor...go and delete EVERYTHING from his phone...freako..then got one unsent item.. i love you...hahaha...dunno send to who lorrr...haha.. he claimed that he was in hell..cuz we keep on bullying him..hahaz..later part if the day..eileen came..to put her stuff..den we went out to meet zul and adriel..to go to east coast!!haha..wwent to meet nikki at the mac there... then we went cycling..hahhaahhah....so funnn!! we cycle until lyk mad man n women man..haaha....eileen was the mummy...she claimed to have brought out 6 chicks!! haha...daddy neh? i dunno..haha.. we cycled all the way to safra club there lor..so far!haha..the sec 4s wanted to rest so we went to the jetty there to wait..haha..den we saw pple fishing..den we went to have dinner..at parkway..after we ate...was the moooooooooooosssssssssttttttttttttttttttt fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn part man...we went to starbucks to buy coffee..den we went to the hotel to have a pillow fight!!!!!!!!!!!! was damm fun k..hhaha...pple hu din go..u missed out..loadz man..haha..we noisy until the hotel ppl called to say we too noisy..haha..we were screamin and shoutin...haha..cool ryte...we had loadz and loadz of room service too..ahaha...so...lets c the next dae lar..haha..hmm..we(eileen..lavina and i) slept until so late..haha..until no more breakfast lor..haha..so we ate cup noodles..haha...we were lazing arnd..hahaha..for so many hrs juz talking abt.........STUFF...haha...until we all freaked out lor..haha...someone felt...how to say..haha...then shi yun and jasmine came..haha...to juz to gimme...present...so sweet of them lor...we also played pillow fights and all that...haha...too cool man...we went to parkway to eat pizza...haha...spend lyk so much..den went to john little...we(eileen..lavina and i) bought AHEM* ..den went back to try on..haha...was soooooo superly cool lorr!!! haha...we also paraded in eachothers clothes..haha....so cool lor...we can fit into each others..haha...next tyme can lend lend..haha...thats what we agreed on..we also took pics..of what we look lyk in each others clothes lor...so chiooooooooooo the two of them...haha...den eileen went home...left lavina and i...WE WERE NOT LONELY..haha...we went to FISH AND CO. to eat...haha..we only had thirty..not eunff to have two fish and chips..but the guy which served us......so KIND!! say we can order...and if over thirty..he pay...haha..COOLEST THING IVE EVER HEARD OF ..ahaha..then he was asking us to join singapore idol...say us..haha...very frendly pple..haha...we were so dead tired...we couldnt finish our food..but more or less la..aha...after that we went to the market ther to walk..and i BUMBED INTO MY PRIMARY SCHOOL BEST FRIEND!!!! i was soooooooooooo superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr excited...hahaa...we talked for the awhile...she still as tall as ever lah..haha..

to be continued..

haix..so long nvr blog le..hahaz.. finally free to do so...=p

today..nothing much lor..freakin word power test..i got 3rd..whahaha...*thankz and praise* but its lyk so low...62/90 only lorr...haiyo...

went to meet hejun and don...after oral comm...feel so bad man...make them wait frm 230 to 4..man!! all cuz oo the freaking oral comm..yes man! next week last lesson..everything and everything in oral comm sucked..yup..it did.. didnt even help me mprove my english (even if it meant to) hahaz...

my class is so..haiya..dunno what to say abt it man... jus 3 dots.. but its fun every science lesson we run all around the sch..although some of the sick-en-ing boys will sabotage us..=p..too bad..i dun reallie care...

feel so angry man..got scolding from mrs lian..lyk 2 tymes in 2 daes..how great is that man..And of all things..outside hope 2-2..*sigH*..everyone was lyk lookin at us..felt so..miserable..but lucky not only i got scolded lah..haha..all the prefects in my class...man..sumtymes i wish i wasnt one of them...but how? have to bear with it..sigh.sigh..

i lyk justin not cuming to sch..haha..hit jackpot! haha..saw ------ and ----- sooo many tymes todae..and yesterdae...(the daes justin din cum ta sch..) *smileZ* *winkZ* whateva..haha..

just finished studing for my stupid science test..haha..

[HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUIS
as he turns 12..haha..wish him luck for psle]

blogging cuz simone asked me to..anyway..not much to say at all..

had cip today...quite fun..but so hot...

im sooooooooooooooo tired now

8 more daes to my birthday..

done blogging!
chaoz!

[ sian x lar r ]

today was great!! april fool's day once more...we have to cherish this day..cuz if we dun..we have to wait another year..oh wellss....i'm talking a whole load of CRAP!! i know also..

haha...today we played so many trickz... a=haha..ok..let me telll u in sequence..haha..in the morning..i wasn't aware that it was april fool's dae...den mr gage went to ask me n lavina..:"what happen to ure shoelaces"..we were lyk..looking down...wondering whats wrong..haha..den he juz said APRIL FOOLShaha..he is indeed a funny yet kind teacher...haha..after that...we saw zhong lau shi..haha..den io thot of april fools...whaha//..guess what the pro say!! i said" (in chinese)zhong lau shi wei she me ni de ku zi po yi ge dong??"haha...she was so frantic!! den i said april fools..haha...lucky din get scolded...or else die liaoz!! *blehz*=p den during science lesson..we purposely wanted to make mr kee angry!! whahaha...we went to the computer lab without his permission and all..haha...i still go n on the com there!! whahaha..after tht lavina and i wanted to go c the library..so we went in and saw him in the instructional room..haha...lavina said that we were the fools instead..whahahazx...funny man..den we laugh so loud in the library until mr tay look at us..and cuz alicia...zheng yi they all followed us then we too noisy larh...haha...den the blys they all go say that "wha...prefects.." and all that crap..i hate those people lor..haha..den we not happy...we call the class to go instuctional room..they go science lab!! haha...heaven was on our side!!! ahaha..we were 20 mins late for lesson lor..way too cool!haha..den we in the instuctional room make so much noise..then lynn go make fun of mr kee..say his pants not zip..haha...he said he dun care..den we sAy his pants got hole!! haha...he said it was okay..haha..he knew it was april fools dae i guess..den lynn they all keep looking at him den he say.."can u stop looking at that part"..haha...way too funny man!! he was so "act seh"..who wanna look at his..."ahem!* haha..then after that i saw the lazer pointer anyhow point to zheng yi's ahem*...then after that into my eye there..then lavina and i complain to mr kee say the guys point the"bu gai point de dong xi"hhaaha..den lynn said it washer..she din noe that she was pointing cuz she din noe where was the button..haha..den we were lyk
sorry " kinda thing lor...haha...so cool man!! oh ya! in the morning...we wanted to swap classes with 24 but then no tyme...and we scared lim ah lian scold us..haha..that failed!! argh* haha..how i wish...it had cum true..haha..den during home econs and dnt..we swop places!! home econs go dnt..dnt go home econs...we had to switch back anyway cuz of some idiots that cant take the joke!! *sigh*haha..i also played tricks on some boys..haha..and loadz and loadz more pple...haha..lazy to write also..haha..it was damn farni also lor..haha... anyway..i thank god for this day
hahaz

oh ya...today got sum hong kong teachers cum to our sch...haha..and they played volleyball with our sch teachers!! so funny manz..haha...i dunno how to explain..but ya..it was funny...

had the career guidance talk thingy!! haiyo..nothing will ever chnage my doubtz of going to the jc lor...haha..im still aiming for acjc..rox man!! i dunno why...but i luv that school..haha..if can't i wanna go for cjc...hahaha...lykk so fun lyk dat lor..haha

tmr..cross country!! cool man!! haha...i not running and furthermore i wearing guides tee!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee..we doing duty ma...whahaha...way too cool!!! ok..i think blog enough already!!...
chaoz!!

[just for laughs]
[happy april fool's dae!]
may god bless me with more bliss!